I'm Fabulous, Thanks For Asking!
I was attempting to take a pre-evening-out nap, but I was restless, and I realized that's because I hadn't been here much. (How senseless is that?) So, here I am, once again assuring you all that I am indeed still alive.
What's funny about journaling is how negative everything is. I mean, the reason I'm not here much is because life is great right now, and when life is great, who sits down in front of their computer to "write it out of their system?" Good times keep me out of the house and in the company of friends, which is pretty much what I've been up to. Despite some uncertain and unsettling experiences from the past week or so, this is the happiest I've been in a very long time.
I know it doesn't mean much when I say "this is the happiest I've been in a very long time," if I don't explain why, exactly, I'm so happy, but honestly, I don't have the energy. I'm exhausted, and I desperately want to take a nap before I go line-dancing with my friends tonight. (Like in Gone With the Wind when all of the ladies nap after lunch so they're fresh for the evenings festivities.) I will say that, no, it has nothing to do with boys...or rather, I'm not happy because I'm seeing some mystery boy or something. In fact, I'm happy because I'm not really dating anyone and instead I'm focusing on developing my (brace yourself for the sickeningly-sweet cliché) relationship with God. This is the most "full" I've felt in any relationship, and certainly the best I've felt spiritually. As if that's not enough, my relationships with my girlfriends are flourishing and that's just the best. I'm looking at moving in with one of my girlfriends, and that's super exciting! Oh, and I got an AMAZING job for a pretty major television outlet, but I'm hesitant to discuss the details until the ink dries. Or rather, until we end our negotiations on Monday. More on that soon enough.
So. I'm really tired and I have to be ready in an hour. Half-hour nap, here I come!
Comments
I just couldn't hold my self back and decided to write all what's on my heart.
At the beginning I must warn you of the fact that I'm Polish so there could be a problem with grammar but let's move on.
I clicked on one of the random links on youtube.com. This video, your vlog10 made me laugh. I asked my self, who is this freak ? I wanted to close it but then I realized how nice you sound, I concentrated on your accent and said to my self, Yeah strong American accent, (I used to work for American Company), and listen the video to the end.
Right, I followed this path and found more videos of you, your blog, listen and read more text and my opinion about you has drastically changed.
I thought you were another freak on youtube screaming, expressing frustration or something but YOU amazed me.
Smart, eloquent, god damn pretty, This is really your form of expression and I'm telling ya, KEEP IT REAL !
I don't know how many comments you're getting per day, you became kind of famous hehe, but I'm glad that you gave me a hope that There are people like you on this planet.
I must go to California , not to meet you but to meet people living there, you are SO different than society I grew up in or living now.
Anyways,
I gotta go from your web,